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Life is like this

Life is like this
It becoming cool gradually, get up morning, cool breeze sharp, put on overcoat, play piece cold and quiver unavoidably!
The feeling given to me in the autumn morning in Jinan is very dull, people on the street in the morning, mostly the staff rushing to go to work, besides the roadside is sold to the stall owner that ate, between men, there are no hospitable greeting and greeting of our place. At wanting the world for labour in people to seem,for working, immerse oneself quietly in hard work and look like bodies of corpse, the human touch lacked makes people have very disappointed feelings, and the rhythm of life here is very tense, there is no that kind of cordial sense and field in the countryside of ours to plough fun brought at all. Crowded crowd, various vehicle, on the bus, the interpersonal distance is very small, a nearly many one crowd people people, very repugnant to take bus oneself have in the past, but time long to feel very getting normal right away now, one's own thorough one has been played up by this city!
Go to work, come off duty, have a rest! This is my present life, very dull, shut the convention life style very much, also going to the barber shop to help frequently, learn to click the knowledge of having a hair-cut by oneself, return illusion oneself like that friend, oneself turn on a barber shop one day sometimes, work with one's own wife! It needs very good aesthetic conceptions too to do and have a hair-cut! There is very great patience! I like doing that kind of test patience, careful work! Such work will let me feel one's own thorough circulating one selfless world, time passed too very fast, it seems that it is the same to pass through space-time!
Having come off duty, the colleagues are all busy with going home, their some have families, some have one's own lovers, come back home to have very beautiful meeting each other, care about the other side each other, tell each other, happy cooking a meal, realize the warmth of the family together. It is really admirable to think about, yearning!
Suddenly feel, one's own emotion will not be so plain sailing, will not comply with my purpose, it is not good to blame the times that oneself survive, the just present society is too crazy, it is not good to say one's own life; Have and oneself personality, oneself ideal totally different destiny! Who can this blamed? Destiny? The good fortune? Oneself? Everyone can not speak clearly, no one can change, feel one's own life will not have that kind of passion, have the romance, oneself for lifetime living for oneself, it is for dressing up in this world, it is for setting off a society! Oneself is nothing but an unattractive negligible small grass of the works of god, destiny is very poor, but mine is vigorous, can take the post as the surviving in the abominable environment of the feeling! speech
The change stopping in weather, repeats throughout the year, will not feel uninteresting, but really have no fun!