Lundi, Septembre 07, 2009
It is lonely to keep one
It is lonely to keep one
Never asking, I am under your sunshine long, what kind of a kind of scenery is become, ask you mind I the friendship to offer never, I know, in your smile if the spring breeze in March has been stroked the instant of soul like my lily, let go back wishes on it is for being bright in you, I much already, I make much soft dream already all over.
You come from the distant place, are destined to leave away one day. The youthful story begins like this, such end again. More beautiful meeting, part after all. Perhaps you can wave sleeves, does not speak turning one's head, does not say before worrying about by leaving away gracefully, but I have no courage to talk about rashly and take leave of in any case in any case.
No matter what a riot of color others' sky is daubed, I will not envy, I need only the simplicity of my heart, even if this is simple and almost paly pure. I am unable to change original intention, unable not to seriously put you in the heart, no matter you or already left away at my side.
It is easy and lonely that perhaps has taken notice of very much, but I should be happpy with a happy heart, we meet ever after all, after all on day that you stay, whom I can spend in you smile at Ye weave poem, my dream of me, raise hand gently, let the poesy, this piece dreamlike to write freely and easily in the dark blue sky while being arbitrary, fly upward in our happiness.
I like tasting this one lonelily quietly, even if in the boundless darkness, during long rainy season, I very pure in bottom of heart, will at the moment of turning one's head, because of you, that part loving and care of me that you offer, and float faintly, the life when I blocked alone beautiful. speech
Date became a kind of beauty too long, lonely.
Have, wait one lonely silent like this of mine:
On every morning and dusk
Every rainy season or fine day
Go back in the dream at mid-night each time ......
Life is like this
Life is like this
It becoming cool gradually, get up morning, cool breeze sharp, put on overcoat, play piece cold and quiver unavoidably!
The feeling given to me in the autumn morning in Jinan is very dull, people on the street in the morning, mostly the staff rushing to go to work, besides the roadside is sold to the stall owner that ate, between men, there are no hospitable greeting and greeting of our place. At wanting the world for labour in people to seem,for working, immerse oneself quietly in hard work and look like bodies of corpse, the human touch lacked makes people have very disappointed feelings, and the rhythm of life here is very tense, there is no that kind of cordial sense and field in the countryside of ours to plough fun brought at all. Crowded crowd, various vehicle, on the bus, the interpersonal distance is very small, a nearly many one crowd people people, very repugnant to take bus oneself have in the past, but time long to feel very getting normal right away now, one's own thorough one has been played up by this city!
Go to work, come off duty, have a rest! This is my present life, very dull, shut the convention life style very much, also going to the barber shop to help frequently, learn to click the knowledge of having a hair-cut by oneself, return illusion oneself like that friend, oneself turn on a barber shop one day sometimes, work with one's own wife! It needs very good aesthetic conceptions too to do and have a hair-cut! There is very great patience! I like doing that kind of test patience, careful work! Such work will let me feel one's own thorough circulating one selfless world, time passed too very fast, it seems that it is the same to pass through space-time!
Having come off duty, the colleagues are all busy with going home, their some have families, some have one's own lovers, come back home to have very beautiful meeting each other, care about the other side each other, tell each other, happy cooking a meal, realize the warmth of the family together. It is really admirable to think about, yearning!
Suddenly feel, one's own emotion will not be so plain sailing, will not comply with my purpose, it is not good to blame the times that oneself survive, the just present society is too crazy, it is not good to say one's own life; Have and oneself personality, oneself ideal totally different destiny! Who can this blamed? Destiny? The good fortune? Oneself? Everyone can not speak clearly, no one can change, feel one's own life will not have that kind of passion, have the romance, oneself for lifetime living for oneself, it is for dressing up in this world, it is for setting off a society! Oneself is nothing but an unattractive negligible small grass of the works of god, destiny is very poor, but mine is vigorous, can take the post as the surviving in the abominable environment of the feeling! speech
The change stopping in weather, repeats throughout the year, will not feel uninteresting, but really have no fun!
